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I'm back at work tonight. I took a vacation day last week so I could have a long weekend.

At 10AM I have to take my Dad to the cancer center. I don't know if its just going to be the initial consultation or if they are actually going to give him radiation. I'm scared for him. I feel very sad that he has to go through all this. I'm not freaking out because by father has cancer though. I more feel bad cause he has to deal with it. I know he must be scared too. Especially since surgery was a bust. He has to live with what's basically a death sentence. Radiation and chemo don't actually cure cancer. Maybe after the treatments, if the tumor is smaller, surgery will become an option again.

"Kiss The Girls" by Print Mafia

Wtf is going on? My wife is freaking out. I wanted to get some water and it upset her. I wanted to find my phone and it upset her. I think in the dead of sleep I grabbed her. I honestly don't know what happened. The waters have calmed. I feel awful cause my wife is upset and it is my fault. Something happened. Something is up.
So, back to the start of this. She had every right to freak out. I think I got a littler violent in my sleep. I am upset with myself. Neither of us will be falling asleep any time soon.  I'm sorry this happened.
I went out after we got to the hotel. Rach has been having a bad allergy day. I went to the Daniel st. bar and karaoke was wrapping so I left. There is a place right near there that I went to next. Oh der cause I have no clue what the place is called. 
Side note - The Red Door looked like cat piss housing on the way in but opened up to a killer space.
     I'm sorry my wife has been having a bad allergy day. I know there is nothing I can do about it but if there was I would do it a million times.

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Yeah DST! I just won 8 hours of pay for working 7. Suck it every other day of the year!

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Every person I see I want to yell, "fuck off" to. They can't hear/see me but I do it anyway.